having a bad. day

i dont know why but i feel severely depressed. is it because im torn between two things as natural as oxygen and water?

i really wish i could choose one thing that i want but cant. it tears me apart.

two things i want but can only Afford one.

good day gone down the toilet.

any ideas>

any one just want to talk about stuff anything at all would be nice.

i dont care what we talk about just find something that wont anger me or hurt anyones feelings. it sucks Balls and Wieners. BLAHH1

to end on a better note good news, should make me happy tomorrow and other too!