Good Morning

I cannot write
these words jumbled in my mind
find time to hide
i feel so alive
and yet i strive
to realize.
how alone this world is.
how afraid i am.
how long has it been?
these words that hit the page
i swear to you all they are the same!
as you hear every day
every time you walk away.
the voice in our head
telling us no
pushing us farther
on where to go.
i try to find and hide and lie
awake
but still the night catches me
and still i do not wake
good morning
to mourning
good bye to delight
good morning to night
good bye to fright
hello my lord
is it my time
to come to you
just one more blink of the eye
and yet i abide
by these rules and still i find
nothing new
only you.