Take ME!

can you hear me. is anyone around me. that feels the way that i feel now. cuz from the window where i sometimes cry i just wanna see your face tonight and im willing to lost everything i am.. cuz i need you more than ever. i need your help to find where ive been going wrong so far.. take me under your wing tonight. make me so perfect in your eyes. hold on cuz it will be alright. you're not alone. when you hear me. i feel like i just found me. and the traces of the boy from yesterday. but in a world that is so black and white. i will take the steps to change my life and i wont be coming back to here again. and i need your loving hand to guide me. through the maze of all the things inside me. then ill know im alright. cuz i need you more than ever. i need your help to find where ive been going wrong so far. take me under your wings tonight. make me so perfect in your eyes. hold on and it will be alright. youre not alone.. please help me get from worse to better. before these tears soak through this lonely sweater please let me know that im alright. i still have one strike on this match left and im holding on to my last breath. and its getting a little dark around this here. take me under your wing tonight. make me so perfect in your eyes. hold on cuz it will be alright. youre not alone.......

DUMB

So. Gods playing field is the dumbest game ever. it looked interesting so i decided to try it. turns out it was a waste of 5 minutes of my life. It starts out with a man going up to heaven to figure out why his friend died. he says to GOD"my friend died and he didnt do anything wrong." All of a sudden God just passes out. what is he in the game narcoleptic. God doesn't sleep. Then the "visitor" goes to the computer that God has. and starts browsing and finds an icon titled "Gods Playing Field" and starts to play killing people left and right unlocking new weapons to use. with the final one being a nuke which destroyes earth. where is the fun!? Hate this game!

Creeped

So. i had the most terrifying experience of my life on thurs night.. i went to my cousins to see my uncle and then after me and my friend went to the gas station to get gas so he could bring me home. this was like 10 at night. nbd. well he forgot his wallet so i stayed behind at the gas station so he wasn't "stealing" gas. how ironic when after about 5 minuts i was face down in an isle waiting for it to end. a guy in a hoodie and baseball cap and bandanna came in with a crobar. angry and scared i layed there hoping it would end soon. very soon they rushed out the door when they realized the silent alarm had been tripped. Thank God Nothing bad happened. still scared out of my mind though/

Well. Today is the day> LIKE THE DAY! IM SOOO STOKED!

lets have a party in a van or car or whatever! LOL TOO EXCITED TO EVEN THINK!

Today officially sucked. it started out good then i had to work and then now im sitting here bored with noone. i asked so many people to hang out tonight because my mom wont let me go to vermillion to hang out with my cousins. so here i am sitting thinking of who is and who isnt a true friend. not many for me right now thats for sure. everyone blew me off.Great Day Right

Super man is totally awesome so i totally decided to draw him. here he is. i took a pic off the internet and kinda sorta just looked and drew lol. what is that called?

I hate life right now. not because of a ton of things but just the fact that im kinda in a hole. my best friend just left for iraq today. and i didnt even know until last night. if i could just go back in time and make sure i got to say goodbye the right way i would feel so much better. i cannot control what happens from here. that is in Gods hands. He is the only one with absolute control. all i can do is pray. I hope he comes back. alive