Today i stand up
for all that remains
what lies ahead
is not a dream
but what is behind us is a memory
haunting us night and day
the fog bank moving in
like a silent killer
searching for a soul
and yet as the day ends and the darkness swells
i dwell in the house
of the lamb
Monday, June 28, 2010
Welcome to emotional reality
anger
fierce fire
flowing in my veins
fear
cowardice tears
running down my face
joy
sweet smiles
loving embrace
depression
dark thoughts
scars made on my own
love
phantom tickle
bubbling inside
hate
evil thoughts
decision of anothers fate
sadness
sleepless nights
painful stares
broken
lost and alone
confused on your own
passion
the fire in her eyes
as our love dies
goodbyes
painful
stolen
welcome to reality
fierce fire
flowing in my veins
fear
cowardice tears
running down my face
joy
sweet smiles
loving embrace
depression
dark thoughts
scars made on my own
love
phantom tickle
bubbling inside
hate
evil thoughts
decision of anothers fate
sadness
sleepless nights
painful stares
broken
lost and alone
confused on your own
passion
the fire in her eyes
as our love dies
goodbyes
painful
stolen
welcome to reality
Another Untitled Poem From The deptsh OF My HeArT to The Stem of my brain that bleeds out on paper.
Heres my goodbye to you
the only way i know how to do
these soft butter fly kisses that float in the sky
makes a man feel like hes going to cry
so i write you this melody that will tell you some day
the memories of us that led me astray
I wrote you this lullaby to tell you goodbye
but in the end i broke and started to cry
now all that falls on this empty page
are the teardrops that i have held in till today
I love you with all of my heart
as i try to crawl out of this miserable part
i feel like its ending my death request pending
alone in this fight
in a cold dark night
Come to me my angel and take me away
lets drift through the skies that are cold dark and grey
i wanna dance in the pouring rain
and try to forget this pain
and maybe feel you this time
my love for you is like a burning fire
an inferno of this desire
maybe im going insane
but all i know is that there is only one thing
that i can do
ill always love you
the only way i know how to do
these soft butter fly kisses that float in the sky
makes a man feel like hes going to cry
so i write you this melody that will tell you some day
the memories of us that led me astray
I wrote you this lullaby to tell you goodbye
but in the end i broke and started to cry
now all that falls on this empty page
are the teardrops that i have held in till today
I love you with all of my heart
as i try to crawl out of this miserable part
i feel like its ending my death request pending
alone in this fight
in a cold dark night
Come to me my angel and take me away
lets drift through the skies that are cold dark and grey
i wanna dance in the pouring rain
and try to forget this pain
and maybe feel you this time
my love for you is like a burning fire
an inferno of this desire
maybe im going insane
but all i know is that there is only one thing
that i can do
ill always love you
What is love
This thing called love
boils in my veins
it throbs in my mind
gives me sever chest pain
yet what is this love
how is it described
is it a thing an emotion
a feeling
is it deeper
deeper than the rivers of blood
flowing deep into the center of my body
is it darker than the past
as clear as the present
yet as hazy as the future
what is it that makes my heart do back flips
what makes my knees go crazy every time i see you
why is my stomach playing hackie sack with my gallbladder
why is it that every day of my life seems like a nightmare
why do you stalk my dreams
why do these feelings make me feel as if you love me
why do i fall for these nightmares
these sweet dreams
these mangled feelings
why do they hide
why do i put on this facade
why do i fake being ok every minute of every hour of the day
why has this love taken its toll on me
who am i to know if this night will finally break into the dawn
when will i be taken from this eternal twilight
when will i leave this world behind
when will i be able to tell you how i really feel
what is love?
who is love?
she is love.
they call her love
boils in my veins
it throbs in my mind
gives me sever chest pain
yet what is this love
how is it described
is it a thing an emotion
a feeling
is it deeper
deeper than the rivers of blood
flowing deep into the center of my body
is it darker than the past
as clear as the present
yet as hazy as the future
what is it that makes my heart do back flips
what makes my knees go crazy every time i see you
why is my stomach playing hackie sack with my gallbladder
why is it that every day of my life seems like a nightmare
why do you stalk my dreams
why do these feelings make me feel as if you love me
why do i fall for these nightmares
these sweet dreams
these mangled feelings
why do they hide
why do i put on this facade
why do i fake being ok every minute of every hour of the day
why has this love taken its toll on me
who am i to know if this night will finally break into the dawn
when will i be taken from this eternal twilight
when will i leave this world behind
when will i be able to tell you how i really feel
what is love?
who is love?
she is love.
they call her love
I feel so alive
Healing the broken hearted
he binds up their wounds
counting the stars
naming them all.. one by one
Great is he and mighty is his power
I look to you oh Lord
i cry to you my God
I thank you my sweet sweet savior
You have called me by my name
and i am yours
you have stitched me together
made me the way you intended me to be
you have given me the breath of life
in through my nostrils
and out through my mouth
you gave me life
you gave me love
just as you gave adam love
and i am eternally yours
irrevocably in love with my Lord
My God
And the Holy Spirit
he binds up their wounds
counting the stars
naming them all.. one by one
Great is he and mighty is his power
I look to you oh Lord
i cry to you my God
I thank you my sweet sweet savior
You have called me by my name
and i am yours
you have stitched me together
made me the way you intended me to be
you have given me the breath of life
in through my nostrils
and out through my mouth
you gave me life
you gave me love
just as you gave adam love
and i am eternally yours
irrevocably in love with my Lord
My God
And the Holy Spirit
Read Plead and Bleed
Ive had it with these sleepless nightmares
these lifeless days
the sunless haze
ive had it with this painful night
this cold bright light
the frigid night
ive had it with your loveless goodbye
this endless fight
to live or die
i cant get enough of your endless love
unconditional from above
i cant get over it
your gift to me i willingly receive
so here i am today
dying
so i can live
so i can breath
so i can love
so i can read, plead, and bleed
these lifeless days
the sunless haze
ive had it with this painful night
this cold bright light
the frigid night
ive had it with your loveless goodbye
this endless fight
to live or die
i cant get enough of your endless love
unconditional from above
i cant get over it
your gift to me i willingly receive
so here i am today
dying
so i can live
so i can breath
so i can love
so i can read, plead, and bleed
The Lovely Door
I find it hard to hide
every tear i cry
ever scar. i try
i find it hard to cry
when ever night
my veins do. and still i try
this past it haunts me
confusing love taunts me
finally the tears begin to fall
i take it with my all
these ducts that bleed
make me see
the light behind the door
and here i come
one more time
and fear is gone
forevermore.
every tear i cry
ever scar. i try
i find it hard to cry
when ever night
my veins do. and still i try
this past it haunts me
confusing love taunts me
finally the tears begin to fall
i take it with my all
these ducts that bleed
make me see
the light behind the door
and here i come
one more time
and fear is gone
forevermore.
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